this may be the last monday in 2009 that i will be in singapore...unless i gt to go back here to collect my SEP offer letter..in case...
this is the only thing let me worry.
there are others things la...but...suan lah.
i am suppose to enjoy now......but my body start to break down once holiday start...i lower down my tension too fast? or my heart keep pumping fast that...i cant help with it.

count down 6 days before i leave singapore. everyone tell me must be happy so i must try to happy.
there is one answer i wanna seek .....after half a year..i still dun get it.

my design and creativity skills has gone down to 0. i dunno what to do.
my drawings become worse....i need to buck up>.<
i need someone to help me with storyline.
i am nt a good story teller.

i told candy that i sux at everything.....maybe it is true.
so many "bottle neck" that i have to break.
i dun want to be sux, i dun want to be coward!